I Didn't Know I Was Lookin' For Love
- ebtg -

I was alone thinkin' I was just fine 
I wasn't lookin' for anyone to be mine 
I thought love was just a fabrication 
A train that wouldn't stop at my station   
Home, alone, that was my consignment 
Solitary confinement 
So when we met I was skirting around you 
 
I didn't know I was looking for love until I found you (3x) 
I didn't know I was looking for love (2x)   

Cuz there I stood and I would 
Oh I wonder could I say how I felt 
And not be misunderstood 
A thousand stars came into my system 
I never knew how much I had missed them   
Slap on my map on my heart you landed 
I was coy but you made me candid 
And now the planets circle around you   

I didn't know I was looking for love until I found you baby (3x) 
I didn't know I was looking for love (2x)   

So we build from here with love the foundation 
In a world of tears, one consolation 
Now you're here there's a full brass band 
Playin' in me like a wonderland 
And if you left I would be two foot small 
And every tear would be a water fall 
Soundless boundless I surround you

I didn't know I was looking for love until I found you 
I just didn't know   

I didn't know I was looking for love until I found you 
I didn't know I was looking for love   
I just didn't know

until I found you baby  until I found you 
I didn't know I was looking for love  Until I found you

the aftertaste of peppermint mocha

wla lang.. i just felt i had to paste the lyrics ofthis song...
1st time i've heard of this song, i alreadyliked it..
but i never thought i could relate to it someday....

a freind once told me that love is kike coffee --> addictive.
it gives you sleepless nights, faster heartbeats like you need
to take valium immediately. it lets you crave the rich andsweet
promises of the grains (hmm... like the peppermint mocha).
then suddenly, it puts you in a "not-so-nice" mood, where,i guess,
you'd like to hang up and let somebody reboot you.
where all you could do is to burp those bitterness out.
"it has already consumed you.... before you consumed it."
but then again..... the next days......
you damn crave for another cup....
and it is so just like love......
 

months back, i knew it was goodbye...
and never planned to complicate things eversince.
just being true to myself, i guess?

putting all those inhibitons in a box & never regret a single
moment of expressing love at its purest level....
until 1 txt msg made every sweet thing collapsed!
may nakakita sa amin....

my dad's death anniversary may not be a lucky day for us both.
but there's this one thing im holding on to right now....
if my dad wants me to live this kind of life... so be it.
"if this is God's will, so be it..."

well yeah.... the spark never left.....