Field of Dreams

it is nearly 2am and my room's still a mess *sigh
the first thing i intended to do on my Day 1 in Singapore is to update  my blog... and guess what? im finally writing my thoughts again after 9 months and 15 days of my stay here.

Reason is... nothing, wala, nai, nada, meyou.. i can't think of anything to write or should i say there are lots of things to write about but i don't know which 1 to prioritize *nice excuse... heheheh :p

im having weird dreams lately (of course, it's not work-related.. that's y it's weird)...
people getting married... including me. i saw a friend of mine marrying a eurasian. it was a very simple wedding (and damn! i was not invited)... very private, less than a hundred guests. i was surprised coz i know his wedding could be a really big one.

my wedding...? in my dreams, okay?! yeah.. i never get to see the groom's face. like i woke up in awe... "who is that person?" then the next day, God responded  to my prayers coz there was a follow-up... it was a big wedding... and the groom's a Japanese

crappy! dosn't really make sense ryt??? is it because i am so hooked with JDoramas lately??? oh yeah.. and the bitter part is... he is not Jun Matsumoto :'(

after that dream... i revised my nightly prayer... it's not anymore wishing for Mr. Right....  it'll be "just in case he is not Mr. Right, please do not allow me to insist that he is The One..." ;p hehehe

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yup! i'm back... im saying Hello again to my WyRED side ^_^
more to come...