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Sunday, August 20, 2006
it all started here. . . . .
The Chevy Chick
"we can't be together AND
you already know the answer."
i can't hurt her.
she has been good to me eversince.
thanks though for bringing me to calleruega.
best place to reminisce, pray, talk, clear minds,
make decisions, learn lessons, walk around, hold hands,
hugs, get to know each other, part ways
it may not be the happiest moment of my life
but it will surely be in my "most cherished" list.
where walls became bridges,
dreams beacame reality,
hate became love
yes, everything has to end
i know it wouldn't be that easy...
but i have to return you to the one
who first owned you --- your wife.
the woman who shed tears more than i do,
who gives you more time than i do
who needs you more than i do
who loves you more than i do
"i'm sorry i had no choice but to let you go
but it doesn't mean i'm giving you up."
"who will cotinue our love story?
well, maybe that's why she found you first."
. . . . . and it all ended here
Posted at 10:26 pm by nturordnrygurl
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Monday, June 26, 2006
what happens after a sudden fall?
nothing....
high school acquaintances because of a past love. never had a chance to be close back then. lives quite near the place yet seldom sees each other.
Christmas day! one of the best days of the year. was about to meet my bestfriend for a late night gimmick. paths crossed again. wasn't a different "accident meet" though. had a few exchanges of hi's and hello's. working where? why there's work on Christmas day...? updating each other like we haven't been together for centuries... well, actually, we really haven't.
January the ff year. found myself visiting him... yes, in his house. empathizing with a broken heart. his father died of heart attack. left the house and went straight home to get some sleep. was too tired.
march 1. ash wednesday. rushin on my way home to get to mass on time. and no single idea in mind that the earthquake would bring some magic.... the next day. found myself a badminton buddy. a regular sunday date. a stress reliever prior to bedtime. a reason to check the phone from time to time. a prospect. a soon-to-be companion for life. just got lucky? hmmmm i think so........................ well, he is too. 'coz i almost fell for him
where is he now? i don't know. got a new work according to friends. got a new girl...? hmmmm... i don't know too. but if he has found 1, i'm sorry... coz' i stole her magic.... well, temporarily, that is...
Posted at 09:16 pm by nturordnrygurl
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Thursday, December 29, 2005
isang tulog na lang....
mag-iiba na ang bawat weekend
wala nang aantaying text
wala nang aabangang gimik
isang tulog na lang....
wala nang dahilan para umiyak
dahil sa masasakit na salitang binibitiwan
masakit, dahil totoo
isang tulog na lang....
"ewan" na ang isasagot mo
sa mga pangungumusta ng mga kaibigan
honga, lalo na sa office
isang tulog na lang....
nakakapagod na mag-joke
kase wala na ang mababaw na nilalang
na matatawa kasama mo
isang tulog na lang....
wala nang magmumukhang korni sa tabi mo
dahil in love sya sa taong kamukha ni
little red riding hood or ni vicky morales
isang tulog na lang....
wala nang maririnig na nagsesenti
sa kabilang linya ng telepono
dahil lang sa hindi sya nasabihan na nasa mall ka
isang tulog na lang....
hindi na gaya ng dati ang lasa ng rhumba frappe
dahil sa pagkawala ng isang importanteng ingredient
ang iyong "coffee buddy"
isang tulog na lang....
hindi na magiging malayo ang australia sa yo
alam mo na ang bawat pangyayari sa bansa
yun eh kung i-a-update ka nya
isang tulog na lang....
maglalaho na ang true friend mo kahit ayaw nya
wish ko lang pag-gising ko bukas....
hindi ako magkaroon ng amnesia.
oo.
para sa 'yo to.
Posted at 10:35 pm by nturordnrygurl
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Monday, July 18, 2005
'"sayang.... i was late...."
the shock on is face everytime he sees me.
that caught my attention.
have we met or what?
i mean hey! who is this guy?
damn. the grave shift.i hate it.
not until i met him.
while i was busy figuring out root causes of things.
we're on the same shift, on the same bus, on the same way home.
since then i have never been afraid.
crossed the ever busy osmeña hi-way.
walked fearlessly the rocky rails of magallanes.
assured that i'll be safe as i ride the fx home.
woah! BREAK.... STOP.... WAKE UP....
a ring on his finger....
friends say he might be single however, inner voice speaks louder.
why should i ask him? i don't even wanna know if he's taken.
hwell.... he may not be as special as ----- =)
but whatever! he makes me laugh.
yeah. an endangered one.
and oh, he reads minds too.
masaya ko pag kasama sya.
hindi kumpleto ang araw ko pag hindi ko sya nakikita.
hahahah! ako ba yun?
hinde noh!!! sya yun!
i didn't see him for a week.
he said he was on vacation.
things were not the same now.
and that mnade me wonder.
on my way home, i was alone.
saw him walking so fast that evening.
so close.
yet so far.
the next day he asked me where was i that night.
i told him he went ahead kaya he didn't see me.
he showed me his mobile phone with a pretty nice wallpaper.
it was him.... and his newborn baby.
silence.
cute baby.
returned the phone smiling.
i looked at him and saw his clouds sayin
'"sayang.... i was late...."
Posted at 11:02 pm by nturordnrygurl
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Sunday, April 03, 2005
WoRsT WaY 2 MiSs SuM1........
WoRsT WaY 2 MiSs SuM1....???
> wHeN u KnOw HoW eAsY hE iS To ReAcH yEt yOu'Re aFrAiD cOz hE mIgHt JuSt TaKe YoU aGaIn fOr GraNTeD aNd ReJeCt yOu.
> wHeN hE dOeSn'T tAkE yOu SeRioUsLy EvEryTiMe yOu TeLL hIm HoW mUcH yOu'Re MisSinG HiM
> AND wHeN yOu sTiLL mIsS hIm DeSpITe oF tHe mAnY tiMeS hE hAs HuRt yOu...
i dnt know.. i just feel so senti ngayon... timecheck... 11:49pm.. i should be sleeping by now...
but this "i-miss-my-friend" thing really makes me sick! i don't even know if we're ok or not.....
siguro.. i just got badly hurt about cancelling our coffee session.... because he'll be seeing a very important
person in his life.
i know naman na wala akong laban dun.. yet..... he can set another sked for us naman d b?
but he didn't... instead... he kept quiet....
i don't know.. but i miss him a lot...
nakakatawa pero if ever he'll find time to read this.... alam ko na an sasabihin nya....
"Ang OA mo naman!"
see....? i know him so wel, right? 
Posted at 10:49 pm by nturordnrygurl
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Sunday, March 27, 2005
HAPPY EASTER!!!!
saya sobra coz holy week's about to end... kaya lang hmmmm sad part is... the day after easter sunday... work na naman! haaay....
missed the blog lately.. been a long time since my last post. have lots in mind right now pero i chose to keep it muna until yesterday during my conversation with a couple of girlfriends in college.
transferred work march 1. yes... fujitsu no more... it really felt difficult bidding byebye to my first job (and my only job for almost 6 years). though, it's a different kind of transfer... others resigned alone but in my case, we were a large group.
end of july when the FCPP management announced that a competitor, TDK has bought our division. they said it was a some sort of merging but upon learning that fcpp only owns a small 30% of it, i knew we lost the biz.
the first day was ok... pero during the succeeding days... everything was a disaster.
no PCs, no personal email account. as in we have to take turns pa in making all those documents.. plus the fact that the people there a re working like hell! sobra.. they couldn't even afford to laugh.. i mean.. the environment is soooooo stressful... buti n lng the worksked is quite rewarding... leaving the office (with OT) ng maliwanag pa is less tiring.. yes im on a 6am-2pm sked now.. extending til 6pm if i will render overtime. yun lang cguro yung ok. another thing that bothers me is the organization. i dont even know what group do i belong, what will be my salary, what will be my position and all....
it's really difficult pala to work tas you dont even have an idea kung para saan yung ginagawa mo, para kanino, who'll give you credits and everything... i mean.. yung mga efforts mo, sino yung makakarecognize...
like what ems and jhen said yesterday, "struggle" yan... yeah.. i even told them na ngayon ko lang na-absorb ang word na yan. a thing i did not seriously experience while i was in fujitsu. sabe ko nga sa kanila, they should be thankful sa work nila now kahit na mahirap at least hindi sila superfloating like me now.
it's not even easy to transfer kase nakakahinayang magleave coz we're given 2 months pa to prove ourselves eh... all i could do now is wait... grabe... parang ito na lang ang ginagawa ko sa buong buhay ko...
im really missing fcpp a lot...! no perfect job naman eh pro if i were to be given a choice, with my situation now, i wanna go back...
im halfway done na rin naman with the 2 months... i just hope everyhting will be ok after the transition period.
oh.. one more thing i hate... i dont wanna work like the people there.... too much insecurities are running in their bloodstreams.... arrrggghhh! a thing im not used to kase naman sa fujitsu.. we're like a team there... nobody's competing... haaaayyyy....
im sorry if im sounding sooooo narrowminded or whatever you wanna call it... i just wanna release these thoughts...
what are my plans now? hmmmm ill be setting up another machine tomorrow for the conventional line... AL9SE daw yung model... yes i will continue working in TFPC... hard yeah... and see what will i be in the next 2 months... lolz!
Posted at 12:30 pm by nturordnrygurl
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Tuesday, February 08, 2005
hmmmnn... just thought of posting this cutestuff...
written by erwin... saw it posted in his earthlink page pro half-done
then saw it again posted sa inquirer (online), You! section kumpleto na...
dnt kung kanino nya to dinedicate.. for the ex maybe...
i was just kinda missin dis guy and 'til now wonderin what had drifted us apart...
sad n0h? hhaaaayyy...
hwell... read on...
Do Not Keep
Do not keep yourself from me
No, not for a moment more
Not as the sea drives becalmed sailors
To sate themselves on madness
A dawn before shore
Do not let me long for you
As the eagle who stricken
Stares forlornly at the sky
Wings arched in supplication
Glazed over are its fierce eyes
Oh, do not let your scent linger without you!
Or your footsteps and feet be twain
Every distance inflicted draws rivulets
Of scenarios into dark abyss gathered away
Each moment you wander farther
I am as a piece of ore left by the blacksmith
Singing songs of knives, plows, saws, rakes:
Longings of whatever shape purpose may take
Posted at 11:33 pm by nturordnrygurl
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Monday, February 07, 2005
1.Mabuhay ng walang kasama?
+ naku hindi po.... afraid me
2.Kalimutan ang kasalanan sa iyo ng isangtaong isinumpa mo na di mo kailanmanpatatawarin?
+ mahirap yun pero tingin ko kaya ko..
3.Mabuhay ng simple at payak?
+ as always..
4.Tumawa o ngumiti sa harap ng taongkinamumuhian mo?
+ ahhaha mahirap lalo na pag hindi sya talaga kangiti-ngiti
5.Sagutan ang mga katanungang naritonang pawang katotohanan?
+ PROMISE!
This is the second set, ibahin natin paramedyo maging maaliwalas ang pakiramdam.
Kaya mo bang...
6.Matulog sa kalye?
+ hnde.. kelangan nakapantulog me.
7. Bumiyahe sa isang lugar na di mo panapuntahan?
+ yup basta wala lang language barrier =(
8. Mag-Bungee Jumping?
+ ay shet! no way!
9. Kumain ng Sashimi?
+ ay! nightmare! natry ko na! parang nightmare promise!
10. Pumasok sa school na pamasahe langang dala for 1 week?
+ ay hindi po... luv 2 eat eh
11.Magbenta ng Isaw sa kalye?
+ sobra! yu lang! of course! challenge itu!
12.Tumulong sa taong di mo kilala nanangangailangan ng tulong na pinansyal?
+ ay cguro pa super capable na me. hirap din kc magtrust noh!
13. Maglakad pauwi dahil walangpamasahe?
+ depende kung galing lang ako ng glorietta! pero pag sa work pa, no way!
14. Kumain ng walang ulam?
+oo basta walang din rice!
15. Abutin ang iyong mga pangarap salandas na iyong tinatahak sa ngayon?
+ ANLALIM NAMAN NUN! so far so good. kaya pa!
16. Kaya mo bang tiisin ang sakit habang nagyayakapan ang mahal mo at ang mahal nia?
+ OUCH! hmmm.. kaya cguro. nag acting workshop naman ako eh!
Posted at 10:45 pm by nturordnrygurl
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1)Using artist names or song titles, spell out your name.
W - Wag na Wag Mong sasabihin (by Kitchie) and Why (by avril)
Y - You're My You (by nyoy)
R - Run (by kitchie)
E - Evanesence
D - Duncan (Barely Breathing)
2) Have you ever had a song written about you?
+ about the friends i have.. back in hhigh school...
3) What song makes you cry?
+ i don't wanna miss a thing
4) What song makes you happy?
+ hmmmnnn... kung anong bago tas may acoustic version.
5) What do you like to listen to before sleeping?
+ josh groban
6)How do you feel, about Kurt Cobain's death?
+ ay di ko lam wat happened to him. not a fan eh...
7) How many CD's do you own?
+ i cant count em all.. promise..
9) What is the most embarassing CD/tape in your collection?
+ yung tumatalon! heheheh
10) Do you still listen to it?
+ oo naman! marami yun eh! isang buong album yta!
11) What CD did you buy because you onlyliked one song but you ended up loving the wholeCD?
+ Acoustic NIght Live 1
12) What CD did you buy that was a totalwaste of money?
+ none so far...
13) How old were you when you first startedgetting into music?
+ 6 yrs old.. MADONNA!
14) What song(s) do you always get stuck inyour head?
+ if im not in love
15) What song can you just not stand?
+ grunge tsaka hard metal... pr0mise!
16) What group should be banned from the music scene?
+ hmmmm freedom of expression kase eh... kaya wala!
17) What group do you listen to that no one else seems to like? would that be possible?
+ heheheheh... di nila magets bat feel ko si josh groban
18) What got you hooked on your all-timefavorite group?
+ sounds tsaka the way the group treats each other... like side A.
19) When was the last time you bought acassette?
+ 2nd year high school. smokey mountain 2!
20). Rock/Pop:
+ pop
21) Rap/R&B:
+ both
22) Video/Audio:
+ both
25) CD/Cassette:
+ CD
26) Sing Along/Listen
+ both cyemps!
27) Acoustic/Electric:
+ acoustic
28) Do you ever buy CDs for the cover & the curiosity of the design on the CD itself?
+ sumtyms it gets me curious.. pero kase madami naman listening stations...kaya di pa rin yun naging basehan
29) Do you focus more on the beat or thelyrics?
+ beat first tas pag mej0 iba yung tunog lyrics...
30) Do you listen to music you can relate to or just whatever sounds good?
+ yung nakakarelate me cyempre31) Do curses in music bother you?+ matatakutin me eh...
32) Do you turn it up when your favorite song comes on?
+ of course...
33) Does any song remind you of events you've experienced?
+ Is it Okay if I Call You mine... iw! hehehheh
34) 5 soundtracks of your life: (no particular order)hirap naman...
1. bring me to life
2. Iris
3. You should know by now
4. Walang hanggan
5. Im With You
35) theme song of your life?
+ bring me to life cguro
Posted at 10:28 pm by nturordnrygurl
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Tuesday, November 23, 2004
1. FAVORITE BREAKFAST IS..?
oatmeal with hot pandesal during weekdayslucky me pansit canton chilimansi pag sunday =)
2. THE MOVIE I'VE WATCHED MOST NUMBER OF TIMES?
coyote ugly
3. LEAST FAVORITE SUBJECT IN SCHOOL...
history and eng'g materials
4. SPEND MY LEISURE TIME WITH..
me, myself and bell... hehehehhe....with friends, of coursewith mama pag dito na sa haus...
5. IF I COULD HAVE ANY CAR IN THE WORLD, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
errr... mababaw lang.. a 2 door rav4.... or a grand vitara... or a beetle.... or a mazda miata... or a....
6.FAVORITE HOUSEHOLD CHORES..
counting dusts.... lolz!
7. WHEN I WAS A KID I DREAMED OF BECOMING A..
superhero...
8. FAVORITE COLOR(S)
red, white and blue, stars over u..
9.FAVORITE PERFORMER(S)
oh... pinoy pa rin.... hourglass, nyoy, paolo... huels..? BEP!
10. WHEN I DIE, I'D RATHER BE CREMATED OR BURIED?
oh havnt thought of that yet.... :'(
11. IF I COULD REPEAT COLLEGE, I'D TAKE...
creative writing
14. FOUR things I CAN'T LEAVE HOME W/OUT?..
a. cashb. my fonec. my keysd. my ummm..... 3 lang eh...
15. FIRST THING I BOUGHT WITH MY FIRST SALARY ..
a pair of black shoes.. hush puppies yung brand..
16. I'D LIKE TO BE REMEMBERED AS..
batgirl...
17.IF A BOOK WAS MADE INTO A MOVIE, WOULD YOU STILL BOTHER TO READ THE BOOK?
yes.... if written by dan brown or bob ong.. hehehehhehehe...
18. SPECIALTY IN COOKING?
scrambled egg
19. CRUSH?
marc nelson
20. FAVORITE HANG-OUT?
starbucks G4 or SBC digital Xchange
21. BEST PLACE TO SHOP?
nothing beats the pinoy tiangge!!!
22. DO YOU LIKE TO WATCH PLAYS?
yeah pero cnt watch alone...
23. FAVE PLACE IN UR HOUSE?
in front of wayne, beside the sofa
24. BEST GIFT YOU'VE GIVEN?
love... love.. love.... it's easy....!
25. WEIRDEST GIFT YOU RECEIVED?
hmmnnn... la pa cguro...
26. GIFT THAT YOU WANT TO RECEIVE AS OF THIS MOMENT?
hehehehhehe.... si erwin... kasama si spongebob.. ü
28. LEFT OR RIGHT:
right handed
29. BLACK OR WHITE:
black or white what?
30. BLACK OR BLUE PEN:
aaahhh... blue pero mas acceptable kc ang black
31. SANDALS OR SHOES:
glass slippers!
32. COLGATE OR HAPPEE:
colgate po.. yung close up..
33. FLOSS OR TOOTHPICK:
floss.. deadly yung toothpick ehheheh
34. CHOPSTICKS OR SPOON AND FORK:
fork!
35. ROBOCOP OR RAMBO:
robocop pero ung fave ko tlga na cyborg.. si sunny.. i-robot..
36. JOLLIBEE OR MCDO:
mcdo... float!
37. COKE OR PEPSI:
coke ko to.. coke ko to.. coke ko toh!
38. SAN MIG LIGHT, LONE STAR LIGHT OR REDHORSE:
errr... wla po... *_*
39. HOPE OR CAMEL (na yosi):sorry..
i dnt smoke...
40. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED To:
why do u wanna know? my mom...
41. LAST PERSON WHO MADE YOU LAUGH:
ARN ARN
42. LAST PERSON WHO MADE YOU CRY?
si erwin... kase nami-miss ko na sya eh..
43. THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED:
i dnt knw... a week ago?
44. SOMEONE TO BE WITH:
si erwin pa rin...
45. YOU SEE ME ALWAYS EATING...
hmmm... yema sa canteen...
46. FAVORITE CHOCOLATE..
m&m's blue...
Posted at 10:57 pm by nturordnrygurl
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